I am a 31 year old male and for as long as i can remember I wanted to give another guy a b******. I think about it all the time and finally it happened! Not to just 1 guy but 2 at the same time. I am married and this is where I am having some trouble. I am not mad about what happened I actually enjoyed that but I am mad at myself because my wife has no idea and I worry that it's going to eat me up inside. I wish I could tell her... I wish we could suck some d*** together and I want to do it again but don't wanna continue to cheat on my loving wife. Idk what to do at this point, all i can think about is sucking more d***. I want it and need it!