I don't know what to say
I really don't know what to say.
I've been home with our newborn babyboy for just a week when my parents in Law were visiting. We had some coffee and cake and a lot talking - mostly about childbirth and how to handle a newborn.
When it was time for me to feed our boy, I went inside. He already was crying loud. My mom in law was with me and she looked for the boy while i fetched the blanket to put him on for nursing.
I wondered because he suddenly stopped crying. When I came back into the room, I stood still. shocked. My Mom in Law hat put him on the Table and took off his pampers. She stood in front of him and she nursed at his little c***. I could not believe. She had his c*** in her mouth and sucked.
She looked at me and told me smiling, that its an old wisdom she has been told from her own grandma. It always helps, when babies cry and don't stop.
Nevertheless I was shocked but did not know, what to say. I took my boy and what I had never seen before, his tiny little c*** seemed to be hard. I was confused. I put him in my Arm and he immediately started sucking. As always a shiver runs down my back. My mom in law still smiled at me. She told me that she always has been sexual stimulated, when she nursed her son (now my husband). The shiver in my tummy became more.
She came to me and asked if she might... I did not know, what sie wanted to say, but then she came down and again took the little p**** in her mouth.
I have to confess, ain that moment I have been near an o*****.
I am so emberassed about all that.
But the wisdom works with me too. Best way to stop him cryying.