How big of an age gap is ok?
I am 18, just got a new job, and I got chatting to a guy at work, we really hit it off and I guess became friends quite quickly. I asked him if he wanted to do something together outside of work, and I think he mistook it for a date, which it wasn't. He took me home, and tried to kiss me. I pulled away in shock, realising the misunderstanding, and he looked so disappointed, so I caved and kissed him.
Anyway as days passed I thought about him and what a nice boyfriend he would make, but here's the thing, he is 37, and I did not find him that cute.
Moving on, we became closer friends, and neither of us really had other friends at work. He kept asking me out, and I said no, then one frustrating day I said yes, and we had an amazing date, which ended in me having s** with him.
Now we are kinda dating, but the fact that he is double my age plays on my mind, it feels like he is the next generation up, closer to my parents age than me, is that ok?
He is very happy btw, looks wise, I am way out of his league, and that's not just my opinion!
Am I dating him because I crave someone nice and dependable? Is it ok to have s** with such an age gap? Help.