It's so frustrating
I do not think religion can solve my problem. What problem? I am a hopeless masturbator. Ever since I was 12 and had my first o***** I cannot keep from beating my poor d***. I found an old playboy magazine and when I unfolded the centerfold, Oh f***! Those naked t***, a**** and those luscious p****** drove me to lusty heights I never new before. I came from a religious family and I felt that jerking off would surely be a sure ticket to h***. So every time I'd feel my d*** get hard I would pray and pray that I would keep my hands off my h**** meat. I would fell over and over. Day after day, night after night, I would spend hours edging myself to mind blowing o****** with c** flying everywhere. I would get the guilts and pray to stop stroking my d***. I realized after a few years that I would be beating my h**** meat for the rest of my life. I am not complaining because there is nothing like grunting and groaning through great j*** off sessions. Religion can help folks in some areas. But in helping me keep my hands from gripping my hard meat it was a no go. I will be beating my d*** tonight just to let you all know.