I can’t stop gaining weight... and I like it

I’ve always been skinny, I’ve always eaten unhealthily as well but never really gained because of it, I guess I have a high metabolism. I’ve always liked the idea of weight gain and this summer I decided to over eat a lot (2500-3500kcal a day) and I gained about 30lbs in the past 6 months. Going from 120lbs to 150lbs but I’m 5’11 (180cm) so I’m not overweight or anything and I don’t look noticeably different apart from I’ve got a small belly.

I know how unhealthy being overweight is but the idea of all the fat over my body just sounds so nice. I’m 18 now and have been interested in weight gain since I was about 10.

I’m attracted to fat people but also skinny people and I thought the attraction was the most of it but recently I want to be fat but beyond a fantasy.

Can anyone relate? Does anyone know the psychology behind this?

Nov 16, 2019

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