Mom son keep getting pregnant
I'm now 45. My son is 30. My father and I were involved in an incestuous affair from my 12 birthday until I got pregnant at 14. My mother knew and encouraged it, as they were brother and sister. Mom died of cancer and Dad ended up in jail, I had my son and it has been very rough our lives. I had not had s** since my father. So many years without anyone.
I worked hard and my son is a super smart successful man now. I loved him so much. On his 15 birthday we had no money after paying the rent. Not even for a cake. We shared a bed in a studio apartment and had seen each other naked every day. We both fought our desire. I wanted the incestuous love that created me and him to end. But in the end it was too much. So I gave him the only gift I had, my body. He said it was the best gift he could ever hope for. We became lovers.
We have s** and I tried to convince him not to c** in me. But he did every time. I tried refusing s**, but I could feel fire in him, and I would surrender to my l*** for him. 3 months after we started I was pregnant at 31 from him. We had a girl.
I love him more than ever and have 4 children. He has impregnated me about every 3 years. Yesterday was my 45 birthday, and I discovered I'm pregnant again. Part of me wants an abortion. But the strongest part wants another child with my son.
I know the cycle of incest has to end, but i can't give it up.