I can’t remember
I am a mother of two boys and a good husband
I need to tell someone.
Last month out company xmas party was on a Thursday night
My husband had to work
So i went alone.
I got drunk too drunk and called my son to pick me up.
He was 18 a senior in high school.
He couldn’t come cause he had a basketball game and they was staying at a friends house.
So he called one of his other friends Mike. To come get me.
By the time i got home i can remember pulling in drive with him . Mike helps me into house.
And little bits and parts.
I remember him pulling my shoes off and thanking him.
I remember him asking where my sons bedroom was.
Idk why he didn’t take me to mine.
I remember walking up stairs with my arm around his neck.
Setting me on the bed.
Then it gets real fuzzy
I remember him pulling my bra off.
Or bits of it.
Then he was breathing hard.
I know now he was f****** me.
I woke at 5 am with c** on my inner legs my naked
On my sons bed.
Mike was gone
I went down and shower and got in bed.
My husband got home at 7 am
I know he took advantage of me
But part of me wants to remember
And part of me is turned on by it.