Feel like I’m a failure
I feel like I’ve only ruined other people’s lives. I don’t know of one life that I have improved as of now. Just live in fear and I’m afraid of ruining things more. Pray my son is able to grow up healthy and happy inside and out. I’ve done my best to protect him from my side of the family but sometimes I feel like it’s not enough because of generational trauma. I pray that God protects him even when I’m not around to do so. I pray that he has the strength to handle this crazy world.