Show and tell
The wife wants to make a s** movie. The other day after s** she sits up and tells me she wants to make a s** movie . I almost fell out of bed, I was completely blind sided. My mind began to race as to what she was really up to. I admit she looks very sexy in or out of clothes , She is in her 40's but has the look of a woman in her early 30's.
I told her to pick out some sexy things to wear for the movie, she shockingly had already gotten a very tight very short black dress. and sexy undies to go along with it.
With a tv hook up she can watch us doing it in any position she likes. I have to admit i am enjoying all this as well.
This went on for a couple weeks when she says she would like to see us with other people, again my mind began to race, is she kidding ? Is this what she had planned all along ? Was I so stupid to not have seen it coming ?
So now what do I do ? Do I go along with her and let her get some lover and one for me as well ? Do i tell her she will be going to far ?
I feel like I stuck my head in a noose, damned if i do and damned if i don't.
I should never have been ok with this from the beginning.
The wife can't wait to be filmed with another guy and watch me with another woman. This is like a train wreck, it could destroy our marriage .
One moment I'm all for it and the next moment I want to say no to the whole thing. I don't know what to do and of course i am beginning to believe she had this planned from the beginning. I suspect she already has someone picked out for herself and would love to start without me.
To be fair her s** drive is greater than mind but I have managed to keep up with her so far. Lost hubby.