Why ?

I tell all my friends I dont care about him anymore,
But I do.
And if he were to get a new girlfriend,
Id cry.
And if he were to go out with someone I know,
Id stop being their friend.
And if he told me he loved me and wanted to get back together,
Id accept him.
And if he ever told me hes sorry again,
Id cry more.
And if he told me hes gay,
Id laugh.
And if he told me he hates me,
Id be confused.
And if he asked me why I hate him,
Id tell him the truth.
And if any of my friends find out how I really feel,
Theyre going to think Im crazy.
And if he wanted me back,
Id come back to him.
And if he told me he still loves me,
Id faint in happiness.
And if he wrote me a poem,
Id cry again.
And if he cared about me even close to the amount I care for him,
Id kill myself,
Because thats an amazing point.
He has no idea how much I love him,
He doesnt know how much hes hurt me.
He doesn't know how many nights I spent crying.
He has no idea how I feel,
How I want him,
How I need him,
How I can't live without him,
And thats why he continues to kill me inside.

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  • Well look at the weight falling off me in pack loads daily now. I mean I am losing weight and wanting to feel better and healthier everyday. want someone to notice me.

    I went and spent a lot of money on outfits for my dad to help him to feel more manly and strong in a cheap business outfit but he really needs some business jackets and I need to look around for some cheap ones. This poor man needs a job.I went and spent a lot of money on outfits for my dad to help him to feel more manly and strong in a cheap business outfit but he really needs some business jackets and I need to look around for some cheap ones. This poor man needs a job. he wants to be part of a book someone is writing about football . he wants to feel needed in a job and earning like I do. none of us have any huge savings for retirement, none of us have any superannuation and its not fair to be thrown on the scrap heap young. you should try it see how you feel. i mean a lot of women like mom would have complained about people not giving her husband a job and him under her feet all the time and people not giving her girls boyfriends and homes by now.

    some mothers would be saying "help my daughters to stop fingering their love spots and help them be proud and find love and work please. be human and fair to my kids rather then treating them like robots! stop abusing my kids and let them find the love they want and stop bullying my kids beee-arches!

  • Exactly

  • Honestly? Boys are not worth all this pain. Move on. Find a better boy that will make you happy. :]

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