I love a boy whos younger than me.
I met this boy called Andy on an online game. I known him by my best friend who goes to the same school as him. Anyways, me and Andy were pretty great friends. Then suddenly i felt this really weird feeling whenever i talk to him online.
I always felt happy, no matter what is going on whenever hes around. He would always talk to me when im on, and so do i. I guess i felt closer to him because hes in year 7 and hes a loner at school. I used to be like him too when i was around his age, so i unnderstand the feeling. Basically, i just wanted to help Andy so he could get friends.
Days and weeeks later, i started to wanted to know more about him. I started to add his facebook, and search pictures to see what he looks like, but no luck. I even downloaded msn messenger just to talk to him.
After 3 months, I started to realise i had a crush on him. I know its wrong, im 16 and hes 13, but i just really love this kid. Im obsessed with him. I mean, hes just adorable and really generous. And were like similar in many ways, so its hard not to fall for him. I always think about him everyday and i always fantasize what it would be like if we actually met in person. Hes like the happiness to my life. In fact when we had a major fight once and didnt talk for 2 weeks, I felt so sad and depressed.
I tried flirting with him, but he always ignores me or just makes a lame comment like "o.o" Two weeks ago, i said i liked him ( i tried to make it sound like a joke but i really meant it) and hes reaction was "EW. Your a pedo" " Your older than me" so yeah i guess he onnly likes me as a friend, but not more than that.
I just really love this boy. Idc if hes younger than me. Hes just so adorable and i really want him to stop being shy and make friends.
Its just so hurtful when you like someone and they dont like you back.
Btw i didnt told anyone because it would be really embarassing to tell. I guess thats why i put it here.