Smoking fetish

I’m a 37 year old woman with a smoking fetish. I think this must’ve started for me at around 7 or 8. I remember watching a young couple as he put his arms around her and lit her cigarette. The sight of that turned me on and still does to this day. No one in my family smokes and it is looked on as shameful, so I didn’t even start smoking until I was 27. Crazy as it was, when I was about seven months pregnant, I had a dream about smoking. I could taste it and, when I woke up, I craved it. I craved a cigarette for two days and finally bought a pack of Misty’s from the store. I got through two of them and V felt so ashamed, especially since I was pregnant. I threw the whole pack away. I didn’t start full on smoking until I was thirty. To this day, my family has never seen me smoke because I am ashamed. But I smoke daily and rely enjoy it. I also enjoy watching other people smoke. I feel torn because I know it is not the healthiest choice, but it sure makes me happy :-) I am newly single and getting back into the dating scene. I have come to realize that there are many men who absolutely won’t date a smoker and it makes me so nervous to even bring it up.

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  • I love a woman who smokes. Also have had a fetish about this since my childhood. I only went with girls in school who smoked. It's getting hard for me to find smokers anymore, making dating extra challenging. Keep looking, darling. You'll find someone--eventually.

  • Awww thanks for the encouragement!

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