An Old Boyfriend
Last weekend I (F41) went out with some friends for a COVID bachelorette party. A friend remarried in a private ceremony this past May and because of the pandemic we could never really do anything to send her off.
It was just some bar-hopping and we only visited places with outdoor seating. In reality it was pretty low-key. Of course, us ladies did our best to get dolled up for a night on the town.
Despite being in my early 40s I’m still very confident and do my best to look good. It’s not easy (especially after two kids) finding the time to take care of myself these days, but I love my body....and my husband does too.
Anyway, at this one stop we made we ran into an old boyfriend who I had dated in my late teens/early 20s. He’s married now and was with his wife. Nothing happened but we chatted for a bit and just hung out.
Here’s the thing, though....seeing him again after almost 15 years brought back some emotions I haven’t had in a long time. He still looked really good and the s** we had back in the day was phenomenal. Like a lot of relationships ours just didn’t work out for whatever reason and I’m fine with that.
However, since last Saturday I’ve probably masturbated to this old boyfriend half a dozen times. Seeing him again just gave me butterflies. The s** was that good back in the day. We shared a lot of ‘firsts’ with one another and he was my first love.
I’m still happy with my husband and would never stray, but it’s true what they say about your first love....they never truly do go away.
Sorry if this post was lame, but it’s been driving me crazy and I know I can’t share this with my husband or friends. I just felt as though I needed to share it somewhere.
***Oh yeah, don’t worry....hubby has benefited with some great s** this week. Hoping he’s in the mood again tonight.