Bulimic?

When i was like ten i actually was thinking about my body and started tryin those crazy pinterest diets when you just eat celery and cottage cheese then i started stealing laxatives to use when i binged from being so hungry but one day when i was brushin my tongue wit my tooth brush i gagged n threw up n instantly i was like woah i can just do this now.

it was trying not to eat, binging then throwing it up for 2 years then i got scared of burning my esophagus from throwing up so i forced my self to eat healthy af but now whenever i eat somethin i wouldve made myself throw up in the past it just naturally comes back up without me even gagging myself

so like im i just a healthy bulimic or what tf i am it

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