I spank my wife
I have recently started spanking my wife. We have been married for 2 years now. I told her that whenever she would do something bad I won't yell at her but will spank her and she agreed.
Last week I caught talking to a boy on Facebook (regular hello hi chat) I got so angry I pulled her across my lap and spanked her extremely hard with my big firm hand. She started crying, after that we had good **.
When I spank her not so hard, she gets wet but she never asked for spanking.
How can I see insider her what going on when I spank her?
Note: We both are from reserved cultur and our marriage was arrange but now we both love each other truly.