I can't believe i did this

I'm a 34 year old female. I'm 5'5" 110 pounds. I have always been skinny. I have little b****** but I think I have nice butt.

My boyfriend has a strong personality and I am crazy about him. I do whatever he tells me to do and it turns me on. I never want to disobey him.

One summer night on our way home from the movies he was being his normal quite self when without even looking at me said "take off your clothes". Without question I did throwing my clothes in the back seat I sat with my hands in my lap and said nothing. We turned off the main road down a semi busy side road Where he pulled over.

When he stopped the car he turned to me and said "get out!" I was stunned but I opened the door and stepped out on the grass. I stood there waiting for what was next. "Close the door" he ordered. When I did he drove off leaving me naked on the side of the road. I watched as he drove down the street and turned. I was confused and my mind was racing. I could feel the heat building between my legs. I dont know how long I stood there but a few cars drove by and saw me And then my boyfriend pulled up and told me to get in. When I did he asked me why I didn't try to hide or cover up and I heard myself say "you didn't tell me I could."

He took me home and the s** was awesome. It was so hot. What is wrong with me?

Feb 11

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  • I hope that he could keep up with you-keep us informed about your experience

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