I have this really weird fantasy where I want someone to perform cpr on me. Like, I want to pretend to have drowned or choked on food or whatever and need cpr. Especially the Heimlich manoeuvre- I don’t know what but that’s so hot to me. Same with simultaneously having s** whilst performing fake cpr.
I also want to pretend to perform cpr on my partner, but mostly I want to be the one receiving the cpr.
I know it’s not bad or anything dangerous, because no one will actually be dying and it’ll all be pretend, but it still seems like a future partner I could have would be weirded out by my sexual fantasy.
Does anyone else have this? Or something similar?