Deep dark secret
I have to get this off my chest ... I am in my late 20’s now with kids (lady) . I had a childhood friend I grew up with . My mom and his mom were best friends . They eventually had a falling out and havnt spoke since we were 7 maybe 8 . I can’t remember . When I was young I started to know about s** and how it felt good . I literally humped this childhood friend... I feel so ashamed and felt like I sexually assaulted him in a way . We were both so very young . Abs I feel in a way this could be the reason why they had a falling out and why my moms friend won’t talk to her ( they recently ran in together after all these years ) ( my mom has no idea as I basically put it out of my mind until recently and now I feel like s*** about it and keep having anxiety over it ) I have not told anyone this. My mom had another friend and her daughter we had an experience but then I guess she got nervous and pretended she was asleep . No actual touching . Just dry humping . I don’t know why I did those things ... to be honest I still hump my pillow ... I was even caught by my mom when I was a child .
Thank you for allowing me to tell my secret anonymously