C'mon honey.
My husband and I are great together, I now that is not what I am supposed to say after 18 years of marriage but...We are, I truly enjoy us in every way, We have had a couple little hiccups along the way but 99.99% great, He has always had a bit of a request that I had one time thought about filling but chickened out, Yes...Of course...It's a three way.
On my 40th birthday it was just me and him and a dozen of my friends at a lakehouse getting 100% trashed, Great weekend, Somewhere along the way I decided to make it the night I would fulfill his request but wasn't sure how to go about it or who to make it happen with, Most of my friends are married, My sister who was there was a HARD no, Both of my cousins were definite no's even though one is single and I know he thinks she is hott so that left three friends to choose from, One single and never married (So weird because she's hot), One divorced and they don't really get along well because he still hangs with her ex, and then...Jessy, Well, Jessy and I have been friends since day one about 7 years ago, Jessy is separated from her husband after an aleged affair that he denies but whatever.
My husband thinks Jessy is attractive somewhat, Very pretty and physically similar to me but a little thicker and had her ** done 5 years ago, Everyone was so drunk and wandering off here and there and wandering back, Some had gone and passed out and I was able to get me, Jessy and my husband alone in our room, I went for it and made out with her in front of him, We were both in shorts and bikini tops and I got her top off, He got his ** out and I had Jessy stroking it while me and her made out, I licked and sucked her nips while he held my hair and kissed Jessy but when she got on her knees and I knelt behind her I could totally feel the stress in her body, She was so tense and her breathing changed, My husband was reaching down feeling up her ** and I kept pressing her to ** him, She did, She sucked it for like a minute...Not even and pulled back saying "Oh god you're huge" which I thought was a good thing and that was when she hammered on the brakes, Stood up and started sobbing, I booted him out and consoled her, She felt really guilty about sucking him while still married and me and her slept in our room while my husband took the couch, Things are still slightly awkward between us but getting better.
So, That was three years ago and we never pursued it again but then...We were in bed one night a month or so ago and he was doing me doggy and he put his hand in front of my face and put his thumb in my mouth, I was like (Uhhh...Ok) and sucked it like a **, he came fast and I was like (Hmmm), So I asked him about it, He said he thought it was pretty hot and maybe he would like to try it for real, I was VERY apprehensive but agreed and a plan was set in motion, He invited his only single, Good looking friend over and I showed up a little while into thier evening of hanging out, I made sure to be wearing shorts and no bra under my tank top, I bent over a couple times and although I don't like my B cups after 4 kids (You get the idea) I know men are not all that picky, I made sure he got a peek or two and after my husband introducing some shots and my husband looked at me and said "Show us your **", I laughed and said "Oh get lost", I left the room but stood around the corner and listened to him ask his friend what he thought, his friend laughed and said he had seen down my shirt, My husband said "Ooohhh yeah, Not her best...ASSet but..." and his friend laughed, I waited a bit and came back.
My husband kept telling me to flash and after a little "Coaxing" I grabbed my shirt, His friend sat up and leaned forward and I pulled it up, I looked at him, he stared and My husband cupped one and I said "There ya go, not much of a view" Me and my husbands friend were sitting with our knees like an inch from touching, I took his hand and put it on my ** and he went straight to squeezing and groping, I looked at my husband who was focused on watching him, I grpoed my husbands bulge and he lifted his hips, Whipped his pants to his ankles and I stroked him, His friend stood up and pulled his down and I was like (Hmmm, Ok, Bigger than I thought), He wasn't as big as my husband but close.
I looked at my husband and he nodded, I grabbed it, stroked it and started sucking him, I felt my husband go limp in my hand so I stopped, He urged me to keep going so I did, We moved to the bedroom and I sucked my husband trying to get him up again while he watched his friend do oral, Stick his fingers in me and then stand up and bend me over, his friend and I did it all and my husband never got hard again, I kept sucking him and stroking him and trying everything but it didn't work. Afterward there was a long awkward time until I walked his friend to the door, made out with him and he left and when I went to my husband who was rock hard, bent me over and rocked my world.
We tried three more times with his friend and it has basically been me and him having ** and my husband watching and trying to get hard and then after my husband ** me so hard, I tried talking to him about it and explained that it isn't going the way I want, If we are going to do it I want it to be with both not one and then the other but he says he can't explain why he can't get it up during, He says it turns him on and he loves to watch it but can't get hard. I suggested trying a girl so we did that with a coworker of mine I thought he would be into and it did sort of work, He did nail her and it was good but he says he is more into me doing another guy, I suggested a different guy so we tried that with a guy friend of mine and that had a similar result then with a stranger while out of town and that didn't work at all.
I don't know what to do with this situation but C'mon honey, You have to get in on this or I am going to quit, I don't just want to be a ** getting watched banging other dudes, I want this to be an US thing if it is going to be a thing at all.
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