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I am a ** and I deserve to die
Unable to find a woman for myself where my friends are successful and happily married with their spouse and children I stand alone waiting for my time to come and see my self in their position. I am seek and tired of being religious it only suppresses my urges.
Unable to contain myself, I went to a **(still a fricking human being) paid and started to force myself on her. She was in disgust due my behavior and called me a frustrated loser.
Then and there I broke down and hiding my tears I decided to leave. I know I am living a life which millions are deprived off but I can't take this toxic anymore. I wish I had courage to commit suicide.
Have a oard chill religion?
I thought of someone forcing me to take their hard ** really turns me on. I like to be slapped and chokef while I get **