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I am jealous
I friend of mine came out as gay to me back in high school. I was cool with it. Later he came out to everyone.
We ended up going to the same college. First year it was a rule, all freshman had to live in the dorms. Second year we decided to pool money and get a small apartment. Well with campus apartment rates we ended up with a small one bedroom with a foldout couch. Basically a dump.
Now I never thought about our ** lives until we moved in together. Now as a ** 19 year old guy I know that I am in for banging every girl I can. I never thought about a ** 19 year old gay guy having the same desires.
My friend has been very "active" in his ** life. Several partners and hook up buddies. We have an agreement that when one of us has company they automatically get the real bedroom. And in a small ** apartment the walls are thin! My friend has at least a couple of hook ups a week.
Problem is that while out on the sofa bed I can hear everything going on. And I am getting turned on by it. I often ** listening to him have **. And I am even starting to feel jealous and have thoughts and fantasies of being in the bedroom with him.
Am I crazy?
My first college roommate freshman year was a jock who had ** a lot of girls while in highschool while I was still a virgin. He would bring girls into our room late at night after I went to bed. I would watch as he ** each of them and would imagine that I was ** them. One girl who I thought was just beautiful spent many nights ** him in our room. I saw this girl one day and I worked up the nerve to talk to her. She in addition to being beautiful seemed very nice. I asked her out and she accepted, and we went to a movie and after we went to my room. She immediately recognized that she had been there before except on the other bed. We made out for a while and she asked me if I had watched her being **. I said that I did. Nothing more happened and I walked her back to her dorm. Late that night my roommate came in with a girl and it was my date. She sat on top of him while they ** and looked at me. This continued for three more weeks until after our weekly date we **. Then she never ** my roommate again and we dated all through college and I asked her to marry me after we graduated. I still think of watching her ** my roommate and it still makes me very **.