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Craving CT
Since childhood I have had fantasies of ** torture, CT.
I’m tie down face up tied spread eagle. Women, clothed or naked, torture me by rough handling, electrical shock and impact with whips and caning. Anything painful that can done really without permanent damage.
Sometimes Im bend over barrel with Mr Johnson pointing straight up so it can hit from all angles.
As an adult in my 40’s I started finding **’s that would help me live out my fantasies. This has cost me three marriages. Now in my 60’s, I still have this desire.
Why. I don’t know. I’ve between to several counselors. I thought that maybe I was abused as a child. But I started as a 7 year old and have recall of abuse. So, I’ve decided to except it now and look for people that will except me.
I'm a sadistic male. I enjoy inflicting pain on women. Sometimes I pay them to accept pain. Sometimes a bit of blackmail. Sometimes take advantage of their love attraction for me. It's arousing to see them deal with the pain. The conflicting emotions of sacrifice.
Have a woman stand naked with her hands at her side while you bring a cane down across her nappies and she's not allowed to move her hands.
Stop beating your **! It's not your ** fault! Stop letting these sadistic women near your junk! They get off on your pain.