It didn't happen overnight. It took a long time. But from the beginning he was overprotective and butted into my life. He took me with him to a lunch with a vendor. He valet parked. When we were waiting for the car after lunch, he put his arms around me from behind, holding me tight against him. I didn't do anything because I didn't want a scene. In the car he told me I smelled good and he had gotten hard holding me and if I wanted to touch. He took my hand and put it in his lap and told me that I always made him hard. I didn't pull my hand away.
Back at the office he told me he was tired of this double game. He wanted me and right then was a good time. To bend over and let him empty his b**** in me. The first thing that came to my mind was that I would get pregnant. He said 'Good'. I bent over his desk, I really didn't know what to do so I didn't bend over enough, so he grabbed my neck and bent me down some more and penetrated me until he emptied his b**** and had gotten his sperm in me. He told me we were going to do that everyday. But he wanted me to 'receive' him at my apartment and to 'present him with my honey pot' when he came.
He wanted an overt presentation and for me to offer it to him. While he had s** with me he had me tell him over and over how I wanted to get pregnant. There wasn't anything I could do, I did what he asked and let him get me pregnant. At the time I was hot all the time, and I couldn't get enough s**. It's crazy now, but I went into baby heat and all I wanted was to get pregnant.
Now that everything is 'normal' I can't put back together how it was that I not only let him get me pregnant but how badly I wanted it. I would never in a clear mind present myself to him like that and tell him to have s** with me because I wanted to make a baby. But I said those things and did those things, and a lot more in the heat of s**. Baby heat makes you crazy.