Just a few things that have been on my mind:

- I think I may be a compulsive liar. I make up the lamest garbage to convince people I'm more interesting than I actually am.

- I'm madly in love with a lesbian. I told her I was cool with being friends but every time I see her I want her. I wish I had never met her at this point.

- I have zero faith in humanity. I think that mankind is a bunch of narcissistic pigs.

- I smoke weed a lot because it mellows me out. But my Mom doesn't know because I know it would break her heart. I think it's really starting to become a serious habit. On top of that I smoke cigarettes daily and I know it's not good for me.

- I can't become friends with any woman I am remotely attracted to. I always end up overthinking their every move.

- I have no goals in life, no college, and I am generally having trouble finding my passion in life. The worst part is, I don't even care.

- I have isolated my Dad. He lives pretty far away and my Mom absolutely hates him. I don't answer his call or e-mails because I'm scared he is going to guilt trip me about various aspects of my life. Once again, I don't care that I'm doing it but I know it's not right.

- I have social anxiety disorder. So I'm scared to go to parties or introduce myself to new people. So all I do is go to work and play video games all day. I feel pretty isolated.

Jul 8, 2010

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  • Just remember that this too shall pass

  • You really need to get your act together and stop doing bad things, you are old enough to determine right from wrong your not a baby and no one is going to treat you like a baby. Grow the f*** up and look at reality, you need to stop smoking, you need to get your ass in school and concetrate on making your life better and becoming successful. Lying for stupid reason is unacceptable, stop f****** lying , BE YOURSELF. . . If you really care about you mother and her feelings then do what would make her proud and quit doing things you know would hurt her and do things that she can be proud about.

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