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Men have to get you pregnant and make you belong to them
I'm sure that other women can relate. I had one of those experiences that you can't live down, you can't move on, you are basically trapped by the experience and you have to accept your fate. It happened while I was in college, at a wedding party and I was taken to a room in the hotel where he undressed me. The most embarrassing was being stripped and having to be naked in front of him. I kept trying to cover myself but he wouldn't have it, all the lights were on in the room and he wanted to look at me. I was totally inexperienced at the time, a total virgin, and I was deathly scared I would get pregnant.
With the lights on he had ** with me, front and back, oral and oral. The bathroom door had a large dressing mirror and I could see what he was doing with me. I was my own witness. ** ** happened when he had me in the dog position and he pulled out and saw my hole and thought I would like that and I got penetrated completely. I woke up still naked, the sun was already up and I managed to get out of bed to use the bathroom. I used some of his toothpaste with my ** because my mouth felt awful. I turned and he was standing naked in the door of the bathroom. He told me he was going to pee and brush his teeth and for me to go lay on the bed and wait for him with my legs wide open.
He had more ** with me, only by then I knew what it was going to be like. He kept ** in me, with the morning ** that made three times, because the one in my rearend doesn't count. By then I was resigned to being pregnant. I couldn't go out because I only had the ball gown from the party, so he called my room and told my suite mate to bring me my suitcase so I could get dressed.
He took me with him to his college and he had ** with me several times for the rest of the weekend. I was pregnant for sure and he wanted to make sure it could only be his, even after I told him several times I was virgin until that night of the wedding. He didn't want another man in me. I was very pregnant, I was sure of that. He drove me back to my college and left me with warnings and instructions.
Our colleges were an hour and half apart and he came over to have ** with me, and he took me to his college to spend a long weekend. When we got together it was to have ** with me. I didn't develop a real baby bump until I was six months, but then the bump became real. He liked having me get on my hand's and knees and offer myself like that. Never taking into account that exposing your bottom hole is very embarrassing. It takes a long time to expose yourself completely and having a pregnant belly doesn't make it easier. The bigger my belly got the more ** he wanted, facing the mirror so he could watch my ** swing underneath me.
After the baby was born and he graduated and married me, I stayed with my parents until my baby was two before moving to live with him. I still don't know what he gets out of stripping me and forcing me on the bed naked to look at me. It must be a man thing, that and getting me pregnant. I'm pregnant again, and he must think that the more ** I have the more pregnant I get.
What an interesting story! This is from India I am guessing. How did it happen that you ended up in the hotel room with your future husband? How did he let you know, young virgin, that he was going to use you anally, or did he just do it? Did your first time live up to your prior expectations, in what way and/or in what way not? Please tell us. I loved your story and I want to do the same thing to a virgin in India.
Man bashing how typical. Many of us can’t & don’t want kids. They ruin relationships and ** lives because they get in the way. Marriage does too but kids more so for obvious reasons. So you evidently hate men and hate yourself.
Please refrain from blaming all men for all your personal inadequacies and problems. Most of us don’t want kids and cannot stand them. Lots of women feel the same. Plus, big all of us are conniving as I find a lot of women are. Please grow up. It’s never too late.