My gay bottom fantasy was fulfilled one night in Amsterdam

Hello, I can't give my name so I won't. I am a 47 year old American, employed by a large multinational company with offices in many countries. My job requires me to travel, and I spend about 40% of nights sleeping in a hotel bed. In the old days we took books to read, as television is in foreign languages with maybe CNN in English. But with the improvements of internet speed it is now easy to watch movies on your laptop. And you can watch **. I almost exclusively watch ** now and **. I love to ** as I am free to create my own fantasy. I almost exclusively resort to gay **, and I identify with the bottom. I can't think of a time when I identified with the top, and my fantasies are always about being the bottom. So there it is, my fantasy life on the road.

On one of my trips to Amsterdam my usual hotel was booked and I had to stay at a close by business hotel, a Holiday Inn Express. I prefer my hotel because it has a bar and nice restaurant, but here I was. I took my tablet down to the lobby area, where they had a small bar and sat with my back to a bookcase so I could have privacy with my tablet. I was very into this one video, I've watched it many times, two middle aged men getting it on. I lost sight of the fact that I was in a public space and I didn't notice a man who sat at the small table to my side. I was surprised when he walked over and in a quiet voice said he could do better than that, he was in room ** and he expected me to stop by.

My shock was being caught, even if it was a stranger. I shut off my tablet and sat and wondered who else had seen what I was watching. I went back to my room but was still nervous and I couldn't get back in the mood. I decided to shower and it helped lower my anxiety. I went back to my tablet but I was still not in the mood. After a while I picked up the phone and dialed the number of the room. The man answered, I told him I was the man in the lobby, and he said if I was up to it I should come by, live action was much better than videos. I swallowed but did not tell him I had never been live.

He figured it out pretty quick and calmed me down, offered to give me a welcome ** and I had my ** sucked for the first time. Just that alone had me wishing I was flat on the bed and he was on top of me. He took his clothes off and laid back on the bed inviting me to join. He watched as I got my clothes off and even before I was able to get on the bed he was latched back onto my ** with his mouth. While he sucked me he used his hands to feel me up, across my chest, pinching my **, my thighs and best of all my **. That alone felt so good I almost peed. He held my ** in his hand and guided my hand to his.

I had never held a ** and it felt good, felt like a jolt of power. I held it tight while he had me run my hands all over him, and we kissed. I just fell back on the bed and let him kiss me and feel me up with his hands, wherever he wanted I let him, I just wanted him to kiss me. He got the hint and spread my legs apart and put his hands deep between my legs and touched my hole with a ** and I squeezed my ** cheeks together. Slowly he touched me until I let him, it felt good and I wanted him to keep doing that. I turned over on my stomach and he spent a few minutes poking his ** in me before using his tongue.

He used some lubricants he carried and I felt him get on my back and my fantasy of fantasies came to life. His hot breath on my neck, his hard ** penetrating me in and out, his body weight on me holding me down. I dozed in a daze enjoying what had always been my one fantasy, since I was first discovered gay **. At last, it was real. And as he came I felt him withdraw and the ooze of his ** in my hole. He gave me a sharp slap on the behind and told me I was a good boy, good first time.

And that is the story of my first time in real life, my fantasy fulfilled. I'm sure it would never have happened at my usual hotel.