My family is dead and my life is f*****
My mother died a few months back. Now my entire biological family is dead.
I sacrificed everything to take care of my mother while she deteriorated - she had dementia for 11 years before she died. I was 23 when she was diagnosed.
I gave up my chance to have children or a spouse, probably for the best, since my genes are so bad. If I died now, no one would find my body for months.
I had a best friend. I loved him. He didn't love me. He dipped when my mom died. Now, when I run into him, he turns his back and pretends he doesn't know me. I used to think "someone who is so kind to me, someone who looks at me like he does, could never hurt me intentionally". I was wrong. I just want out. How do I get out of this grave inside my own head and heart?
Be strong and live your life for you not anyone else.
Find BETTER friends. The last dude sucked