The girl of my dreams.
I met the girl of my dreams a long time ago. She was everything I could have wanted, yes she had flaws and I knew them but they were the kind of flaws that I have. We were so similar and I loved that. I fell in love with her. She didn't love me and she probably doesn't even remember me but I don't feel like I've gotten older. I just feel like the years went by and I didn't. I feel like I can't move on and deal with not being with her. Honestly, If I could move on, I would have done it by now. I just don't know how to. The other day, I saw a picture that I had kept of her, it brought tears to my eyes and it really made me feel even worse. It feels like a family member died but no one died. It's ridiculous how I can't stop being depressed about it.