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The girl of my dreams.
I met the girl of my dreams a long time ago. She was everything I could have wanted, yes she had flaws and I knew them but they were the kind of flaws that I have. We were so similar and I loved that. I fell in love with her. She didn't love me and she probably doesn't even remember me but I don't feel like I've gotten older. I just feel like the years went by and I didn't. I feel like I can't move on and deal with not being with her. Honestly, If I could move on, I would have done it by now. I just don't know how to. The other day, I saw a picture that I had kept of her, it brought tears to my eyes and it really made me feel even worse. It feels like a family member died but no one died. It's ridiculous how I can't stop being depressed about it.
I had a summer fling in 2009 who was everything you described for me. I still think about her and what could have been. I was a raging drunk and not bf material at the time, I do see what she was on about. I'm way more interesting than her now though. Heroin vs. University for something underwhelming. Yeahhh bro I got stories lol ** I miss that **
I've been there, everyone have, the soulution is that either to get her and be with her, or, get an exciting life. How? Do extreme sports, that will do, I know it's scary and has nothing to do about it, but it does. Go bunge jumping, snowrafting, sky diving or ice diving, they are pretty cool, and it will change your thoughts from thinking of the girl to thinking of your life, so that will do. As I said, I've been there, and extreme sports cured me, and that's why I'm unbreakable.
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Thanks, that's seriously good advice. I need to start living my life again.