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I haven't told anyone, but
I am going to commit suicide in Jan.
I have saved some pills that my husband had, both are major controlled substances and I know cannot be taken together. I plan on going out to a lake or even driving down to the ocean and take the pills somewhere I either wont be found for a while or that i cannot be found by someone who would be traumatized by it.(like a child)
I have both my living will and my will done, a folder with all of my passwords and finance info, and everything else I can to make it as easy as possible for the executor to deal with what is mostly what is remaining of my husbands estate. everything is going back to his family. everything is his anyways.
My family does not care what happens to me, and in fact my Dad asked me on fathers day why I have not done it yet. ( actually asked me why I have not followed my husband like a good girl). My work will have a replacement by the end of the the day. I think I am going to actually quit beforehand so that they will not miss me. I have no children or any dependents, just dogs who I will rehome with one of his friends who has been asking for them.
no one will miss me at all. I am not an attractive woman and really have no future other than a slow decline into senility. I think that suicide would be a better option than that.
I've battled with suicidal thoughts for years. And god, am I so glad I stayed. I've been through f*ck1ng h3ll where i truly saw no point in my existence. But i trudged through the ** day to day and eventually I came out on the other side. I know what it's like to feel like theres no hope. Like a better future is truly impossible. But i did the impossible, and became happy. Take each day one at a time. If not for yourself, stick around for the others in future that you can make happy. Seriously, it's not worth it. While you have this chance at life, experience as much as you can.
Taking pills is edgy and ineffective, likely you'll just end up the brain damage or just get kinda way too high
Don’t do that there is always someone willing to listen to your feelings you are definitely loved I hope sincerely that you reconsider
Before taking your life, read the book "A Divine Revelation of **," by Mary Ann Baxter. You may regret suicide forever.
They won't let me post the last word in the title of the book, but it's spelled H, e, l, l. I hope you change your mind and can find the peace you need while on earth.
Hey Love I just wanted to say that I'm sorry that theyre not giving the unconditional love that you need and also deserve. I love you so so much and most importantly God loves you. There are people in the world that want to see you do well and I'm one of them. Keep on pushing. There's some people that want to see your down fall and see you go out and I just can't allow you to do that. Hurt peoole hurt people and thats really messed up that your own father would say that. I want you to still be here. I'm not giving up on you. You have so much to live for. God created you in his image you have a bright light within you. You honestly deserve the world and people around you who love you and support you. Those being negative in your life truly don't deserve you. God's got you. Give all you're going through to him. I love you boo. ♥️♥️😘😘
Plz don't kys and seek help your family is a toxic one your father is an ** don't do it
Please don’t I don’t know you but I have walked in your shoes I wanted to do exactly what you are talking about. I am about 3years past this most horrible place in my life and I am thankful every day I am still alive. If the people in your life are toxic find new people look in new places or look for others with common interests, religion, or whatever interests you. You don’t have to be pretty to be attractive it’s often what’s inside you that is truly attractive. Please don’t go through with this.
No. Stop. There is always a reason to continue, you WILL be missed and you can never be replaced because no one else is you! I'm sorry you are feeling this pain but you can not let the pain override you!