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What is wrong with me?
I found myself in a situation that I never thought I would. I’m a pretty plain everyday wife. I’m not “beautiful” but I have been told I’m very cute.
My husband sometimes gets a little out of control but nothing I haven’t been able to handle.
I came home last Friday night after an evening out with my girlfriends to find my husband and his friends drunk and rowdy. I sat and had a few drinks with them. Things got out of hand when their talk turned to **. They were getting nasty so I told them I was going to bed. My husband intercepted me and began golfing me in front of his buddies. I got ** with just made him more agressive.
I struggled to get away and before I knew it he was ** me. Against my will and protests I fought and kicked to stop them. They stripped me naked and my husband ** me while they watched.
As angry as I was I was stunned when I orgasmed. That seemed to be the invitation they needed because they all ** me.they all made me **.
I’m still confused as to why when I felt so violated and used did I ** so many times. I was exhausted when they were done with me and they
Left me naked and sleeping on the living room floor.
The next morning I told my husband how ** I was and that he should protect me but instead let his friends use me. His only response was ‘get over it!’ I find myself masturbating while replaying the evening and hoping he does that to me again.
What is wrong with me?
Nothing is wrong with you. Pleasure is often how we cope with trauma. I am also in a sexually abusive relationship. He justifies the abuse because my body responds to it.