I miss being dominated
I miss being dominated, feminized and the BDSM lifestyle myself and my ex-wife used to have.
She was a lot younger than I but she had my number from the start. She encouraged me to get pedicures and wear toe rings. I already shaved my body but she wanted me totally smooth, so away went the pubic and arm hair too. She started me crossdressing here and there and got me hooked by having a "uniform" to wear at home consisting of a t-shirt that said "STAFF" on the back with booty shorts and a pair of Keds. It escalated to wearing a skirt and blouse while cooking or cleaning and she gradually added hose, stockings, heels and makeup and a wig. That was very embarrassing as she made me actually go and try on all the clothes and shoes at the stores. No online buying was permitted.
We finally went full in on me being the maid around the house with several maids uniforms and a chastity device. Preferred heels were at least 4" and I was always in either a corset or waist cincher. She had a couple of her friends involved so she could have me completely in her control. Very surprised when they came into the picture. Especially when I had to start cleaning for them on occasion. She kept me in servitude until the day she walked out. Took me 2 weeks to find the key for the chastity device. I still dress and wear the chastity device occasionally, but it isn't anywhere near the same.