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Lost Emotions in Fetish
My life was lonely growing up. I allowed several relationships with **'s to consume me. The chase and intimacy made things better, but I didnt know who I was. The more risque everything got the more I fealt not alone, but when the music stopped I went back to being empty. The people I hurt, the people that hurt me, it was a domino effect. I missed true love, true companionship, and ultimately missed a possible love of my life. Im sorry that a characteristic tried to fill my voice of truth.
I was hurt beyond repair, but then someone taught to love again and I truly want to say sorry to those I hurt... Please forgive me.
It's normal and human to feel empty, or feel remorse, or feel happy, sad, and every range of emotion or lack of. It sounds like you've written a beautiful story in the book of life, and, not that you asked, but without having lived the life you lived, you wouldn't feel how you feel now. You've just grown, is all. Good or bad, not really for me to say, and you can say it, but how accurate do you think you'd be to classify yourself 'objectively'?