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I must give off a vibe.
I am 34 and just got married 6 months ago, I have never told my husband about 90% of my past and have never really told anyone but last week he brought his best friend home and tagged me, The next morning I asked why he did that and he said "I don't know, It just seemed like something you'd enjoy" which made me wonder if I have always given off a vibe since my past is a whole series of me being treated like a plaything by everyone in my life.
At 14 my mom passed away suddenly, My dad has been incarcerated all of my life and I stayed with my step dad after my mom passed, Even at 14 I had an insatiable appetite for being dirty and 10 days before my 15th birthday I sucked off my step brother, We carried on messing around and by the end of my 15th year he had been bringing friends over and letting them use me as a toy, Sometimes one on one or sometimes just a random friend of his would stop over but usually it was a group of 2-3-4 or up to 8 (Only once) and they would just make me dance and str!p and play with myself and then take turns on me, He went away to college the day before my 16th and I cried, It was just me and my step dad after that and it only took 3 months before I couldn't help myself and one night after he came home from the bar I slipped into his bed while he was sleeping, Woke him up with his rock hard d!ck in my mouth and for the next 3 months I slept in his bed every night.
After the 3 months he asked me if I would bring a friend over and I said I could try, He wanted me to do a whole "Lets spy on my step dad" thing so I did, It took 4 tries with Amanda before he made me sit on a chair and watch him bang her, The next time I joined in and then we did it 5 times after that, He got bored of Amanda but we still had her sleep over once a month or so, I tried with Melissa, She would only watch him, Carrie took 2 tries and then she agreed but only did it 4 times and bailed, After that he wanted me to switch it up and after spying on him he wanted to catch me doing it with one of my friends and punish us, Arrie stayed over, We spied on him showering and then we went back to my room, I convinced her to ma$turbate side by side and he walked in, caught us and made Arrie watch him spank me then vice versa and he made me lick her while she was bent over his lap, Arrie came like that then got embarrassed and bolted when he suggested we sleep in his bed.
My 17th birthday he put it on my ** While Amanda held my cheeks apart, Amanda got a boyfriend a little while later and stopped coming over, 4 weeks after my 17th his brother caught his wife cheating, He invited his brother over, they had drinks and I was instructed to let his brother catch me playing with myself, I did and it took some convincing but his brother spent the night with me and then 9 more times after before reconciling with his wife, My step dad loaned me to 3 of his friends multiple times. I turned 18 and I think my step dad lost interest in me, I tried and tried, I would ** him, beg him and offer to find more friends and he just sluffed me off.
I was sad and one evening at work I let my boss catch me in the back room when it was just me and him, He walked in and I said "Oh gawd, I am sorry, I thought you left" as I sat there on a chair with my legs spread, We hooked up for a month or so and then his wife caught us and he had to fire me, My next boss took a whole week before he had me bent over his desk working "overtime" after closing. 6 weeks and then out of the blue fired me, My next boss I tried 3 times and he told me "I don't think you should work here" while I laid naked on his desk. My step dad took me to his room a few more times and then nothing so I gave up caring if he did or not, He still had a few friends who would come over from time to time but not enough to keep me happy.
At my sisters wedding I went back to a hotel room with the best man and his wife, I started going to their house off and on for 3 months and then they got in a fight after she caught me and him alone, My brother in law had heard about it from his friend and cornered me one evening while my sister was away and I was at their house to drop something off, He thought he was black mailing me but I told him he didn't have to, He has been having his way with me randomly for the last 15 years. My cousin asked me on my 1st birthday while we were drunk if I would bang her husband while she watched, I did but just the one time even though I offered lots, At my step brothers university grad I let him and 5 of his friends ** me and then I was able to keep 3 of them coming back steady for a year or so, 22-25 I dated a guy who used to let his best friend bang me while he watched quite often, Like a couple times a week.
25-27 I was with a dominant mistress (Anna) and she would do some crazy stuff and throw parties where she would pass me around like a party favor, I have tried to count and best I can come up with is 28 guys and 42 women since she was gay she had way more women parties. 28-30 I just stayed single and used hook up apps, Another 22 men and 17 women and then at 31 I met my husband, We were monogamous until last week, I don't know if I want to let him think it's ok to share me but he has already asked to do it again and I said "I need to think about it". Honestly I would much rather that it was me bringing someone home for him but...That doesn't seem to interest him.
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