I’m leaving

I liked him. Did I know him very well? Not really. We talked a bit, snapped a bit, messaged a bit, but nothing that really indicated any sort of affection. But I definitely liked him. I do not know if it was just for fun or because I really did. But I’m leaving now, and I’m probably never gonna see him. We barely text so there’s not much hope for that. I feel hurt. Not super hurt but I feel like my heart feels sad. I Can feel it. I won’t tell him I like him because that would create an awkward barrier between us. I also don’t know him well enough, just that the times we’ve talked or I’ve seen him, he’s seemed kind. I realized he has a whole life, different from what I wish, and that I only liked him because in my head he’s the perfect person. I am self aware of this, and I just snapped back to reality that he isn’t who I think he is. But it still hurts. Anyways it’ll probably happen again with someone else. We stay delulu 🤞

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