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Feeling guilty
Ive been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 4 months now and honestly things arent so great. we only hang out once every 2 weeks maybe despite me asking him every other day. i know he loves me but i wish hed put in the effort.
last night i was at a party with around 12 people (i knew 4 of them) everyone was drinking and having fun, i started talking to this guy. we were joking around for a bit but we ended up having a very deep conversation. i comforted him and held his hands while he opened up to me. then i went to the bathroom and when i came back someone was sitting in my seat and there was nowhere for me to sit.
now this is where my guilt comes in.
the guy i was talking to told me to sit on his leg for a minute and sort of guided me down onto him. i was only there for a minute till my seat became free. we were talking some more and everything was fine.
when i got home i started to imagine getting closer and even being in a relationship with him. i feel extremely guilty. i was only talking to him for a couple hours but i cant stop thinking about him. i thought it would go away once i sobered up but it hasnt. im wondering if i feel this way because my relationship with my boyfriend is lacking something? i feel like i developed a bit of a crush on this guy and it feels like im mentally cheating. i feel sick to my stomach with anxiety all day i dont know what to do.
this was super rushed and i didnt read over anything so im sorry if its hard to follow.
any advice would be appreciated
Did you feel anything grow while you sat on his lap? If so, he had interest in you too.
If you only see your current BF every two weeks and you live in the same area, it’s not a real relationship and you should not feel guilty.
Yeah and one of his friends told me he had a thing for me.
He wanted to ** you. If you can, just do it. You’ll regret it if you don’t.