Kidnapping haiti
2 family members got kidnapped in haiti. when the family started collecting money to give to the kidnappers so that they wouldn't kill them. I realized that I couldn't help at all because I had no money. I felt like ** because it was really frustrating to just sit and realize how powerless I am without any money. It's even more embarrassing to then go on tiktok and see a 16 year old complain about not getting the Lamborghini that she wanted and buying a used one instead. I think that some people in this world have all the luck when it comes to the life that they are living. It honestly ** that while we are going thru something so tuff that there are people who will never have to go through any of the things that my family have gone thru. and then you sit and ask yourself when will our luck get any better. What did we do in our past like to deserve this sort of treatment. It eats me alive, I feel so sorry that there is nothing that I can do but also there is a little part of me that just wants to save myself because I do not want to deal with any of this ** now or ever again. I had such a high in the beginning of the week with the feeling that everything was finally falling into place. Maybe I am just a filler a NPC. or maybe I shouldn't be complaining at all. I am so tired though and I feel like one day I will get so tired of being tired of this life that I will finally do something about it. something that I cannot take back. I pray with all my heart that they let my family go and they come home safe. I hope and hope. Cause in this life that all you truly have for yourself is the "art of hoping".
Thank you for taking the time to read if you did. Hope you are kind to yourself.
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