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I love animals it is said that people have domain over the animal kingdom. What does that mean to have domain over the animal kingdom. It is simple if an animal is hurt unable to free itself from a net or fishing line, has injured its wing, arm, leg, paw, back, neck, body etc. it is our duty to be capable in some way to help it. It may be as simple as transporting it to an animal rescue. It can be even as simple as contacting another more capable person that can assist it transport it to a place it can get help. In order for man to gain ultimate enlightenment opening of the third eye, a light body, reaching the highest level of what one can be. For example it is a known fact in order for a man to become what he can become he must see different things different places it opens up something inside of him that is locked away if he is in the same day in day out. He will be nothing more than what he is no chance at becoming what he can become. This is the same type of life rule. In order for a man to be in a higher mind set he must be capable to hold domain over the animal kingdom. Having a herd of meat rabbits or a fur farm is the opposite of this rule. One has self trained himself or volunteered and assisted another to learn skills that one day may come in handy when a situation occurs. I found an interest in reading material related to emergency situations with small animals including all sizes of domestic dogs, cats, rabbits, pigs, rats, goats, and more including birds mainly ducks and seagulls. The most important thing is good fresh water next feeling secure safe, cleaning open wounds, locating ** or thorns.
When you have ability to do something to help the animal kingdom even if it is just one animal the feeling is absolutely amazing. The appreciation is felt in the core of your body give it a try. I help people as well but the feeling is not the same. Many times most of the time it is a let down. I have helped people using what little I have at times and the return I get in some cases goes like this, a quick thank you and then later that same day or at a later date a moment when they could have had my back. Told me something that would have helped me out saved me time enlightened me in some way was held with a tight lip. I may have gone without or took time out to help someone but the same person could not take a few seconds out to offer me timely information that could have saved me months and years of heartache. The person was weak and in many cases did not even know they were being used like a tool by another person. This person would not even throw them a warm blanket or a cold beverage . They used the person like a tool then when that person was broken or in a temporary state of need this so called operator one who uses other for his own gain or simple his own agenda he offers nothing to the person although he may have offered something at some point when it is looked back on it was bird seed. I found this out when I helped out a friend I thought was a friend. This young lady was under the control of a man that used drugs to take hold of her. She enjoyed my help for example a person gets locked up for a traffic violation and a set fee is due $300 or $400 etc must be paid and then they are released from jail. There is no further hearings or court it was already done but the person did not pay what the court demanded so a fine is due or a certain amount of jail time. This man used her to enter many opportunities but when she was locked up. I mentioned I was going to get her out. He said he would just leave her there let her sit there in jail save the 300 bucks because it was not refundable like a court bond. This happened I had not fully reached a state of enlightenment. This same man I ended up using he went out of his way to help me out. He became aware of what I was doing for income. I showed him what I was doing and it was a fairly simple process that returned a decent strea of income. It offered fantastic perks one that I enjoyed the most was surrounded by beautiful females that were open minded. A one on one relationship developed similar to that of a photographer and model. In this case it was a written set of steps was given by the customer in the form of a script. The steps were very simple. It was a certain outfit if it was more complicated than basic pants shorts skirt miniskirt mini dress armless top open back blouse shoes usually open toe and high heel pumps sandals anything more the customer provided by purchasing the outfit on amazon or ebay and shipping to our location . The steps were simple if it involved anything extra it would be a car and it was usually a scene with the woman trying to start the car and it would not start or if it did it stalled or she revved it. Ten minutes typical rate 100
This man after being a operator of a female friend using her like a tool he had a lot to offer me. Large warehouse buildings that were out in the unincorporated lots of open land away from the busy city equipment like tractors and back ** that came in handy when we filmed a video theme called car stuck video. The man gave me a huge private area with my own building to do whatever I needed to do. His offer was see how it works out for you if you make money then we will talk business if you don't make money or it does not work out for you then you lose nothing. How could this be this same man who used my friend like a straw sucking out of it until nothing was lewft.
Was this deal a set up did he have a hidden agenda. Yes he did have a hidden agenda. One thing that all men love is women. I am on site within arms reach filming videos that customers from all over the world who had ability to pay via pay pal or in some rare cases international bank transfer. A steady supply of order were coming in and an opportunity existed for him to meet a beautiful woman tell her about how easy it is to participate as a untrained actress and earn $50 an hour. The benefit for him to appear as a person that helped out a lady to do something that was fun and easy and earn a decent pay for a short period of time and she could still work her day job was a big thing. Naturally women now days do not want anything for free. He helped her out she feels a desire to pay back not by money but whatever else she could offer. This benefit alone even if it was occasional,
would be a great reward for offering me space to operate on his property that was not doing anything anyways.
The other way he would meet nice women would be by luck and that is not a promise he could pay for it but what most middle aged and older single men do is what is called invest. They meet a woman and help her out if she needs something they will fork out the money nothing expensive but small things like a birthday gift for her child, cigarettes, drugs, fix her car pay for a car part. It is called investing in a woman. They do these minimum things and in the back of the mind it will pay off at some point they will ask for something like will you hang out with me Saturday evening and the idea that they would get ** or some kind of sexual gratification or some just company this is the return on the investment. The investment ma turn into one that pays a weekly or monthly return.
What I did was at the lowest of low I used him for what I could get out of the situation and it was a lot. It was a big benefit for me am sure he got some returns but when he found a steady young girlfriend I found out she was two faced around him she was lovie dove when she was not around him she referred to him as that dumb redneck hillbilly. He asked me to make some videos with her make her feel good. We went to her house and she collected a number of outfits and she even had a custom go-kart / golf cart that had a gas pedal and she wanted to make video with it all. He wanted me to do this one favor for his young girlfriend. After she collected all her items and we returned we decided to go to the 7/ eleven while she was in the store I decided that even though she was nice pretty and up for anything had some good ideas seem to be organized. She must have had some kind of modeling experience maybe beauty pageants. I bailed on her while she was inside the store. I put my car in gear and hauled **. Something about her I just did not like it may have been that she was a take control kind of woman and was being bossy but whatever the case was I ** her high hopes over and she even had to walk back to the property a good walk and it was a dirt road. Upon returning to my area he had set up for me to work. He told me she was very upset with me. She did not like me at all. When I was at the location and by myself she would hack my cell phone and do things like enter text in my messenger while I was sending sms or messenger text to other girls she would put in things like you could have had me. Or I am right here. it started off sneaky then it just progressed.
When she saw me she had this look of hate on her face and it was something serious. She was able to gain control over him she did not want me on the property coming up with lies and assumptions that I was doing other stuff . He continued to allow me to work there but then she was able to create a divide and I fell for it. My deal was over I fell right into her trap. She won but what I did next was lower than low . I followed her Vengeance with Vengeance. I later learned that was a mistake. You can only follow Vengeance with forgiveness or justice. What I did was not justice for me but I told myself it was justice for society when she was soon thereafter posted on jail inmates with a picture that gave me a knife in my side. She was absolutely in the worse state imaginable s I never saw a jail picture like this she must of been crying balling like or maybe she was softened up by the Lake county police that were known for softening up black men before taking them to the jail did they do this to white women?