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I have a great life but.....
I have a great life. I've been married for 8 years. I have 2 wonderful boys. I work Monday - Friday to support my family. I am always at home when I'm not at work helping around the house, playing with the kids, Etc. Typical dad/husband stuff. The reason i am even on here is because I still have feelings for my ex girlfriend. I never thought I would say that but I do. We broke up about 8.5 years ago and my life took off. I got married and had baby the following year after my break up with my ex. I want to contact my ex and see how she is doing but I just can't seem to do it. My wife and I have a great friendship & are a great team. We(Her) lack in the Intimacy department. She has a lot of emotional things that always seem to get in the way of her & I being intimate. Not to mention we have 2 kids, I work full time, Etc. Anyways, i think about my ex often and want to start a conversation but I am worried if I start a conversation, I may go down a road that I will regret regarding my wife and kids. I don't want to loose my kids. I love them too much for there mom to take them. I deserve to be happy too though. I try to do everything I can to please my wife but she doesn't do the same. I'm really trying look at the positives. It's just hard sometimes.
Firstly, your time periods sound weird. You been married 8.5 yrs but you broke up with ex 8 yrs ago. Second, why did you break up 8 yrs ago, oh cuz you were already married? No intimacy due to new wife being emotionally unavailable? Why would you wanna marry a emotionally unavailable women, didn't you know she had issues or were you looking at the wrong things, in regards to who would be a better choice? Cuz according to your time frames, you were either stringing both along at same time, or you strung one along, using her for whatever ya got until u met the Mrs!? If u dicked a decent kind intimate woman over, for some unavailable emotional mess, due to her appearing as a stable more safe choice...Then I say in truth, you get what you get, miss the one who gave you what your soul needed, but lie with the one who made your ego feel good.
Get fit and she won't be able to resist