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Idk man. tired of being the one who always plans **. i recognize that maybe ppl dont try to plan ** bc i always do it or that maybe one time one of them did and i said no or ended up cancelling (maybe at the last minute?) or something and ik that hurts bc it happens to me all the time too but like?? first of all i try not to do it last minute i try to make sure its at least the morning of the day. second of all there is no way someone gets "sick" conveniently every time i try to make plans w them. and even w online friends? im always the one asking "are you free tonight" im never the one being asked. like i know its selfish to assume i should ever be someone's first priority unless we're 1) family (on certain occasions) or 2) dating (also only on certain occasions) but its like. eugh. idk. i feel yucky about always being the one to make the plans but i feel yuckier about the fact that i feel yucky about it.
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