Can't seem to focus these days
I am a 30 y.o. female. I have been fantasizing about having s** with a very very black and very very slim man from the country, The kind that calls me m'am and works as a laborer. The contrast in skin color turns me on as well as the thought that he would be such a perfect and skilled lover. I actually bought a black d**** to use when I am alone. The funny thing about this is that my fiance' is a big bulky white ML football player who is very self serving in bed. He is so stupid in bed that I wish he would go have s** somewhere else and let me have my sleek lover. I only have o****** with my fantasy man. Women envy me because they wish they could be with him (If they only knew). While I am confessing, I should just say that I am driven by the lifestyle I will have as his wife and the other wifes think their husbands are pigs too. They just care about the contracts and where they will live and how nice their homes are. Sadly I am like them.