RN with a secret.............

Well, everyone knows the economy has been unforgiven to some, and I was not immune. I was out of work and in need of help. I applied to so many different places with no luck. I mean wow, an RN without a job especially with shortage of nurses was so unbelieveable to me. The bills kept coming and the need for basic things begin to grow. For fear that I couldn't support my family scared the s*** out of me and I didn;t have anywhere to turn. I still kept my faith but I begin to slip into paranoid mode. I currently have a BF and we have been dating for 4 years who was also unemployed. I resorted to s** for money to help with my bills. I definitely protected myself but when I think about what could have happened to me I cringe. Thank goodness I know have a job but those thoughts still go through my head. I feel horrible inside because I never cheated on my BF even though he did it to me, I still feel very very bad.

Jul 8, 2010

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  • ^ Especially since you're a nurse? They don't help people at ALL.

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