I am afraid.
I am afraid that I am turning into my mother, and am being nasty to those who genuinely care.
I'm afraid my boyfriend isn't sexually attracted to me anymore. Or that anyone is sexually attracted to me anymore.
I'm afraid that I will never leave this town.
I'm afraid I am not living up to my full potential.
I'm afraid of being so unhappy.
I'm afraid of not succeeding.
But most of all, I'm afraid that I have lost myself and may never find myself again. I am afraid of the despair that brings.