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The only reason I'm staying thin is because I'm a coward.
For starters, I have a fat fetish and i've always fantasized about the idea of getting fat and marrying a fat woman. I'm aware of how weird this is and I am very ashamed of it, but I remember having this since I was around 6 (way before puberty somehow, I know) and some distant relatives also have this fetish (no outright confessions but let's say there's some undeniable evidence) so i'm starting to think there's some genetic factor behind it.
I have always been skinny despite my urges and I am now in my very early twenties. This fetish has become a real problem for me, and I think I really want to just give in and fulfill my desires, but there are four problems that are plaguing my consciousness:
1. The most obvious, health issues. no need to elaborate here.
2. My family is full of health nuts and I see them almost every week so getting even a little chubby, let alone fully fat, would provoke some nasty behavior from them which I honestly don't wanna deal with at all. To add to that, some unwelcome comments from friends would be guaranteed as well.
3. I have a fast metabolism. Always have, and I used to think it always would be this way, but it might be in the process of slowing down right now as I mature.
4. Finding love as a fat person would probably be a real hassle so I'm really scared of that. Purposefully gaining weight after marriage would also be a no-go, given the ethical issues of possibly trapping somebody in an unhappy marriage.
I don't know why I'm confessing this, maybe keeping it to myself all these years was too much, maybe I'm looking for a sign, who knows. I just don't wanna be so conflicted about it all the time.
Fat/obesity is associated with poor people. Why would you aspire to be unhealthy AND appear poor?
Just go onto Fantasy Feeder, post your thoughts, and I'm sure you'll find a woman who will gladly get fat for you and help you get fat in return.
If you are American, 40% of the population is now obese. Should not be hard to find a fatty. Go visit a Walmart, prolly 75% obese in there. The harder part is finding an American woman without a huge derrière.