My wife gave up on me

I am a Colombian and US citizen and my wife is Colombian. My father was a US military but I was raised by my mother alone. In 2018 my father died and his family helped me get US passport. We work on a farm in Tx. The farm is far from town. There are some 10 men and 8 women working here, and a foreman. The foreman is a black man. He is very tall and strong. I am about half his size and the Colombian people here are about half his size. My wife is the smallest of us all, only 5ft tall, very slim but with beautifull wide hips.

My wife wants it very much for her to get US residency. But this takes time. She does not like going back to Colombia because she has no work here. My wife married me and some time before our marriage she told me that she liked me because I was so much bigger than Colombian men. And she was atracted to tall and muscular men. In Colombia I am quite big - by comparison.

I work with the men in the fields and my wife with the women in the sheds. We collect the produce and they pack it and stack up the crates that are then collected and trucked to town by the foreman. Lifting and stacking the crates is very hard for my wife because she is so small and frail. So she does her best but she gets very tired at the end of the week and her back is hurting. She tries to avoid stacking but the jobs are assigned by the foreman and he does not have much choice. He does help in this when he is in the shed but often he is not, then the women do it.

We live in bungalows here. In the last one lives the foreman with two young daughters that he raises alone. Sometimes his brother comes to visit him on weekends and the foreman sends the girls to his ex wife who lives in town. His brother is as big and tall as the foreman. We thought they might as well be twins. But I was not sure because to me many blacks look alike. Probably we look alike to them too. So we live next to the foreman and we were very good neighbors.

About two months ago my wife came back home and told me the foreman came to her as she stacked the crates and told her if she agreed to have ** with him he would take her off the shed and have her wash the vegetables instead. She refused and he stacked the crates for her and went away. My wife asked what to do. I told her we could call the police. But I did not understand she asked me whether to agree to his "offer".

So I thought that was over but the following Friday she came back home and she said she agreed. I was not angry but I was very surprised. My wife explained she really wants the US residency very bad, and that her back is very bad and she cannot really work so hard with the crates. I was not angry but I did not like that she agreed. But she went to his place on Saturday night and came back only after some 4 maybe 5 hours. We went to sleep but in the morning I asked her. She said the foreman is an odd man. He first asked her to give him oral love but he did not get very erect and did not get staisfaction. And then he asked to cover her eyes with a black cloth. He tied a soft scarf and he left and she heard a shower go on then off and she thought this was normal.

When he came back he was very erect and very big. My wife says maybe twice the size of a Colombian man. His manhood was long and thick. He asked her to make oral love to him again which now was very difficult. And then he came behing her and used a lot of lubricant but he could not get inside her because he was too big and my wife was not excited at all. Then he sat in a chair at the bed and rested. And then he tried to enter her from behind again and after long time he did. My wife says this was not unpleasant but felt very odd because he could only get maybe half of his big manhood into her small **. Then he rested again. And so on and off, a couple of times. Then finally he asked for oral love again and when he was in her mouth he asked her to throat him. This was not possible my wife thought but she tried and in the end he managed to get into her throat almost all the way and he came there. He went away and she thought it was over but after a short moment he came back. Then he went into her throat again and she choke but he kept on going and came inside her throat once again. Shes said this was very strange, because there was just too short time between these two times. She said this is not normall not even with very young men who were her boyfriends before we married.

So now my wife was moved to the washing room and I thought that was very bad what she did and that was over. But next Saturday she said suddenly she would go to his place again. And she did. This time I was very angry. She came back in the morning. I asked her why she went there and she said she really wants to be a US resident and the foreman asked her to come again. And she said this time the foreman acted just as strange. And he did manage to penetrate her down there now, and he came inside there. And again he was taking those long breaks. And when he came inside her he did it twice, maybe 5 minutes apart. So she imagined that man has some medical problems or something that first he cannot get satisfaction with a woman and then he does it twice in a row. My wife said that it was all odd, and the black cloth on her eyes, and the breaks he took. And it all lasted like 3 hours or so. She said he wanted her to come again when she could.

I was very unhappy by now and did not know what to do but I knew that my wife did want to go to him. Maybe her fascination with big men was a part of this, or maybe the residency she wanted so much. But she has already decided and I found no way to stop her. Maybe only to divorce her but with only one month to the season break I decided to not do this. But when she started to dress up on Saturday I left the house and went for a walk into the fields. I came back only when she was already back home and asleep. I went to sleep on the sofa, not with her.

In the morning I told her I might be divorcing her. She told me to do what I like. We did not quarrel but she said she wanted to "get it done and be over with". Dhe said she was in pain and I asked what happened. I imagined the man beat her. She told me when the black man put the cloth over her eyes and left, she lifted the cloth a bit to see anything. So he came back from the shower and it all started again. But when he went to sit on the chair and rest she understood that there was another man who 'took over' and when she looked under the cloth she understood it was the foreman's brother. So now she knew but did not react to this only to get over with it. But when she was trying to make the foreman end inside her he suddenly gripped her by her hips and asked if she wanted to "know his brother". She did not respond but she felt the other man came behind and covered her buttocks thick with the lube and started grinding behind her. She hoped them to finish soon and she "helped them". But they could not finish. The foreman now pulled the cloth off her eyes and she could no longer pretend she did not know. And she wanted them to end it and 'she gave in', as she put it. So I understand she got excited too with these two men trying to make love to her at once. She said it was bad because they did not get satisfied and changed now with the foreman behing her and his brother under her "a couple of times". And as she was giving in the one under her pushed harder and deper and she does not know which one it was. But he did finally grabbed her by the hips and my wife was probably very excited by then so he managed to get all the way iside her. She says she could feel his ** with her buttocks. Then he started to push it all the way and pull it out and push it all the way inside again.

The other man covered all her back and buttocks with more lube and with his brother spreading her buttocks wide he leaned now against her other hole. My wife was shocked, but too scared to stop him. Then the man under her pulled out right when the one behind her pushed onto her other hole and he got inside her **. He pushed hard and after a while he was inside her all the way and the man below held her buttocks wide open with his huge hands. Then the man behind her ‘lifted her on his **’ and the one sitting under her went back into her **, and she says she got "all resigned to them". And so they "could get all the way into her". With the two men filling her completely she said they spread her holes and she thought she could die. But she did not die, and they changed their places now and did it ‘a couple of times’. She said they went all the way in, both of them. When they finally came, again they did so one just after the other.
After, the foreman helped her dress up and gave her hot coffe. He asked her to come again next week.

I helped my wife apply an ointment to her sorrow parts and I am sure she cannot have ** any time soon. She is all swallen and red down below there and it is obvious she has been stretched with huge force. But she says this is OK and she will be fine soon. I do not think so.

I asked my wife what I can do about this. I want it to stop one way or another. But I am not a killer. I just want her to be safe. And I want to go on with my life. Without her. She said I can do what I like. She wants to stay here till the work is over and come here again as long as it takes her to become a US resident.

I do not know what to do. I think if I report to the sheriff, they will claim it was consensual. And they will deport my wife. If I do not, I am afraid this may all end up very bad and then the police will keep me responsible for non action.

I understand my wife probably like to have ** with these two very ** men. I do not understand why she tells me of all this in such detail. I do not see anything I can do about this. Only go away and find myself another woman.