I love you but I don't know where any of this is going or what's going to happen. My plan was to stay single- so I could get right in my heart and my head before letting someone else in. I planned to stay single a LONG time. Now what? What about MY life? What about MY plans? Things are so totally screwed up, they way this all came about. It worries me. Where the h*** did this all come from, what the h*** happened and where the h*** is it going? I'm lost, I'm scared and I don't understand. H***, I'm scared. And I don't scare too easily these days. I can't even articulate the depth of my confusion or even define all that has me perplexed. I just know I love you. And that's all I know. I just don't know what to do with it- or about it.