truth is
I love you but I don't know where any of this is going or what's going to happen. My plan was to stay single- so I could get right in my heart and my head before letting someone else in. I planned to stay single a LONG time. Now what? What about MY life? What about MY plans? Things are so totally screwed up, they way this all came about. It worries me. Where the ** did this all come from, what the ** happened and where the ** is it going? I'm lost, I'm scared and I don't understand. **, I'm scared. And I don't scare too easily these days. I can't even articulate the depth of my confusion or even define all that has me perplexed. I just know I love you. And that's all I know. I just don't know what to do with it- or about it.
Stay single.
you write a lot like me. i'm not in your situation but it's kind of eerie.
I've come across several people who write like me over the years. Since I can spell and forward a comment that evidences actual thought processes, I'm in a pretty elite league as far as this site goes. Cheers to those of us who come here to point and laugh at the dummkopfs! They need more of it. xD
cliche to follow:
life happens while you're making other plans
Give it a shot. :)