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I really do love her
To Ramirez.alondra1 I really do love her and miss her. She tried to make me happy and said that everything she did wasn't enough for me or good enough. That's simply not True because if it were I wouldent stand here as a broken man with a weary spirit. I'll admit i did wanted her to be sexually attracted to me (**,intimacy the whole bag) because out of everyone i just wanted her to look at me like that. Just once but it never happen. I'm not asking her to Jump in bed right away i just wanted her to acknowledge it and me and say it's gonna happen one day and when it does it's gonna be hot. I needed that confidence and it broke me. Whether there was a right or wrong answer. I don't know but she Gorgeous. To me.
Regardless if she asked me to come back to her and be by her side no matter what. I would 100% BUT she has to say I want you back. Then I would try to Rekindle and fix it properly from beginning as long we try together. If that's friendship or a realtionship. Or very least the very least we start over from scratch. I'm okay with that. But it has to be her who says it not me. It has to come from Her own words not me. I want you back.
That's all I need. That's all I can give..
thank-you.
I could have probably written that better. But oh well. To be Honest with myself.
I still miss her and I still love Alondra. I’ve been thinking lately if she asked me come back to her. I would gladly. I wouldn’t mind restarting from scratch with her. Having a redo with her Whether it’s a relationship or friendship or just seeing where things go from zero. I’m ready again.
I want you back in my life.
But she has to say it. Not. Me. Its.needs.to be her own words. That's all I need from her. And I can accept that.
She just needs to unblock me on discord and reach out.
I forgiven myself and I forgiven Her. There's a lot of things I'd like to discuss privately with her. But anyways I hope one day we can patch things up.