Roflmao
I am in a relationship with another ** where years ago it was a product of my teenage loneliness as well as desire to be with anyone
nowadays, half a decade later, i only find enjoyment in this relationship when we have alcohol
i like this man as a great and deep friend, but hate him as a partner. the worst part is he genuinely sees me as a life partner, if by coping or if he genuinely thinks I'm who he's meant to be with forever.
It's to the point where I want a girlfriend but this loveless gay relationship takes more agency
I hate it but I'd rather be killed so that he can think that I've always enjoyed his company no matter what
This relationship has only made me realize how unnatural gay relationships are
It's loveless and I hate him for it
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