Don't like this, yet I do
My morals towards relationships are changing. Before I used to think that people who mess around with others who are in relationships as horrible, but I've been sleeping with a guy I knew for years even though his girlfriend lives two houses down from him and I've been flirting with another friend of mine who is engaged. Lately I've also been thinking about contacting an ex (even though when we were together I couldn't stand him) simply because s** with him is amazing. The only reason why I won't is because he seems genuinely happy with his girlfriend, but he's always had a place for me in his heart so it would be easy for me to strike something up with him. Even while I'm doing all this and still leading on others guys I have a genuine crush on someone. He Doesn't know all this and I don't want him to find out, I don't want to bring him into any of this but I also don't necessarily like what I'm doing. I want to leave others relationships alone but for some reason I can't. If I want the guy for something, I usually go after him no matter what the situation. I don't like who I'm becoming.