IS BEING GAY OR HAVING GAY ** A SIN

Im sixty-eight year old male with a very high ** drive for my age

Consider myself straight but been known to play with the boys from time to time

My ** life started when I was eight years old and my twelve year old half nieces teaching me how to **

She shared me with her eleven year old sister

Each time one of the girls had to babysit we all would go and ** both girls

This went on for one year moved back to Colorado

Been on the hunt for ** ever since when

My childhood i would play with my friends manhood as they played with mine at sleepovers

Teen years i would ** both girls next door and ** a older lady live on the other side of us quite often

Joined the military at the age of seventeen

During my military time I had a girl friend to **

Had one gay encounter

Through the years I found girls for a playmate until I got into my fifties now it's hard to fine females so had to turn to playing with the boys

Have had a lot of gay ** if you have the right partner gay ** if so freaking hot.

Now im sixty-eight year old trying to becum sin free

The Bible tells us if you're married it isn't a sin to have ** or masterbating

But if you're single it's a sin either having ** with males or females

Im having problems letting with another males for ** and masterbating witch is also a sin

Im trying every hard to stop ** and masterbating with gay ** ** and become a good Christian

So is being gay a sin only if you're single

Anyone have any idea how i can stop wanting gay ** and masterbating