Sissy Shelly
I went out dressed late last night as a tgirl I was fully shaven and dressed up in full makeup red wig and these massive silicone ** that cost me nearly £300 I also wore my black 6 inch heels and new stockings. I must have looked a right freak and ** **.
I could barely drive my car in the heels to the spot I planned to walk and show my sissy ** off the plan was to be a sissy ** as I brought lube and condoms in my handbag. I done it many times before but this was only my second tight with the giant ** and first in real high heels I could barely walk. I was on the main road car going past and there was a break in the traffic so I crossed over and stood on the other side of the road near an alley. I look at my reflection in the shop window and my k cup ** were bulging out of my top and the heels made me look a complete **. Lights toward me I went to flaunt my ** and ** and to my horror it was a police car pulling over on the other side of the road. I tried to totter down the alley in my 6 in heels and my ** bouncing I was petrified I knew I was done for the police car cornered me on the side road. I pull my heels off ran back up the alley in my stocking in was cat and mouse ** this time bouncing like footballs. I was trapped I could see the police car rear light so ran at the back of the alley fled up some steps to flats above the shops and lay face down in the gutter in my ripped stocking and shaking. I was sure they would fine me and arrest in my chastity and charge me we for prostitution or soliciting. I waited for what seamed like ages stuck my head over and sure could see the tear lights of the police car. I had to make a run for it before more police arrived so I ran down the steps through the presinct and across the main in bare feet holes right through my stocking. I nervously got in the car and drove home no lights on so could get away. I am a proper dirty ** gutter ** I was sure I would be arrested. I quickly underdressed through my shredded stocking in the bin my feet were black full of mud and my clothes were a mess and I stunk from lying in a dirty drain. I think all this was caught on cctv and feel so humiliated lying in gutters why do I do this to myself. I going to do the same again tonight as I can’t stop and am a white transvestite ** Called Shelly. I was even filmed in a club by a ** sucking 3 men off she said she wasn’t filming but got someone else to do it she sent it to be and said going to blackmail me. She kept the video but told me not to contact her again just to ** my are out I love her she is my goddess
I want to be made to leave my ** up in the air in the piggy stalls next time at the club as men wanted to ** me. They all walk around with towels on. I Mistress wont allow me or at least give the go ahead can you master and help me train for the **. If Mistress gets approached for ** out now master what do you think will happen she knows am a ** ** she looks very hot dressed and just see me as a dirty ** now and accept me as. Gay
Yes Daddy i am now desperate for ** even I think my mistress was shocked I am using condoms giving ** as she said once i get a taste of it shelly will be a new women Mistress said it taste salty. I’ve. I definitely want to be taken and will do this behind Mistress back for you master. One of the t girls who was being ** ** while I was blowing told me she took a drug called prep I am not sure if this is because she has lot of ** without condoms but they can rip mine did on Mistress last week when u payer her 200 for **. It was nowhere’s near as good as the free ** had yesterday. The ** from the thin t girl was amazing and how she took my ** up her small ** was good to see it can be done. I need ** master and made go out street walking and ** behind Mistress back as she will soon be doing to me. Mistress wants Me to do a list of job and now make way for her bedroom. I told Mistress that I might not be able to go to the club Wednesday after summer with work she told me I can still go after work as she wants the money. I am gong to ask Mistress if I can advertise as a ** escourt and offering blow jobs in my garage. Mistress said if I clear it out I can get it set up as my ** place with my bed in it to sleep. She also now said I can wear a Prince Albert peircing and chastity device. Whilst doing my makeup yesterday Mistress said my ** were growing and was I taking hormones? How can I get more for my money with Mistress I think she should be ** and a lot more dominant for that amount of money. If I stop paying her now she will out me as has pictures of me dressed at the club. I do need a regular dominant master or mistress that fines men to ** me. I spoke to a t girl yesterday who did not go with men only other t girls but I am I think more into men when I dress up ** is what I love.
Yes need Mistress to set an email up as lost all my story daddy
Shelly. I am sure you have an email account, send me a message with it. I will honor it. This method is too slow. I have sent you my address 3 times. George
Hi Shelly. I have been gone most of the day, just got back and read your message. Keep practicing your skills, you gotta get real good to sell yourself. You are still using condoms to ** **, notice the other t girl emptied your condom, she knows not to waste **. The condom should be used when your involved with ** **. You told me you were going to have someone take your ** virginity. I did not read that. Its time honey to start sucking ** without condoms, if you do not want to swallow, ok, spit it out. Maybe in time you will start swallowing some. Its ok to tell mistress a little about your oral ** but do not tell her when you start taking **. That should happen soon, you are ready, just do not wear any clothing, no chastity, be completely naked with your red nails and wearing your make up. Choose someone to plow your pretty ** and do it. You need to find a few men to control you there and also find a few for you to dominate. I would be honored to be your Daddy, if you mind me and do as I say, at least until you find a proper Dom to take charge of you. Stop spending so much money with mistress, all she is a money pit, with very little benefits, if you continue with her start demanding more for your money. Make her worth it or stop it. George
I also met a t girl ** called Lisa she told me was owned by a mistress and had been loaned out to one of my old mistress call mona who used to fist her and even get her foot up her. I told Lisa I was very fond of mistress mona and she had took cash off me and videoed me without me knowing. She was into brutally crushing sissy and whipping and whoring girls. In fact I recall mistress mona telling me about a ** called julie who she used I want to be like julie and was in the piggy pens I massaged her back and wanked men ready to ** her she had long red boots on and older than me. She said a man she men had her pierced Prince Albert and 5 rings in her **. She told me the day her mistress work at the club. This new club is definitely for me full of ** everywhere George have I gone down the rabbit hole why is mistress not bothered as long as I pay her she always used me and now am a ** sucker. I met a very tall t girl and said to me it’s nice to come on naked Tuesday gay men and I like the idea of this mistress will let me go if I pay her 200 pounds again. My ** sucking skills have got good and learning and think George you should allow and encourage me to not tell mistress and maybe be my master you have help me so much George all of this is true and you know this your own private real story x
Yes George am back from the club it was amazing I wore my blonde Bob wig red heels black stockings and suspenders and my massive ** and low cut top and black pvc skirt. I looked a right ** men could not keep there hands off me. I like idea of just telling you George and keeping from mistress. I met many experienced t girls. In a room full of naked big stong me and another t girl put a filthy show on she was being ** by multiple men up the ** while I was next to her on my knees on the floor taking **. I did make my men use rubbers i was throat ** by this big guy with tattoos and big ** I felt kind of scared he held my head and ** my face calling me a **. I then emptied the condom into the other trannys mouth and abused her as she said don’t waste good ** this in from of large numbers of men. Another guy got sucked off. I lot track of the number of ** played with. The dirty ** said she had over 2000 men. I had a 3 some with 2 trannys and was sucked off and ** her up her skinny ** I will now pay mistress Monica I showed her pictures at the club men’s ** went rock hard in my hand like a iron bar she looks hot the all want to ** her she is happy am her ** x
Shelly. Red hair or blond, you're going to have ** all day. Remember last time Mistress said you should stay late. Actually, if you do start taking **, you don't have to tell her, just me. Maybe if you want her to leave, tell her. Your family will learn soon enough about your lifestyle, you will know when its time to talk with them about it. Have fun. George
Hi George yes I’m am sitting her mistress has painted my nail red and done my makeup and eyelashes. She is said she want the £200 in her account tonight and is it bothered and sucking ** and ** men but not happy about me ** them. She says it’s up to me what I do in the club but if I start taking it up the ** she is finished with me whatever that means. She like the arrangements of me going the club and then her getting payed so do I. Mistress did say she now wants her own bedroom so I am assuming she is soon ready for getting **. We dont sleep together. Yes my daughters will probably find out should I tell my mum I go to clubs and am a ** She thinks am a big strong son really am a **. I will see today at the club treat it a bit like am out street walking as have my new red heels and might wear my long red wig or blonde Bob see if I get more ** as a blonde **
Hi Shelly. Its Wednesday morning. I am anxious to read you r thoughts today as you are getting ready for your big day. Are you still planning on losing your virginity, a magnificent goal? George
Hi Shelly. I agree with you. You have committed to a gay lifestyle. Not a bi lifestyle. ** with a woman is never again. I know everything you have done up to now has been exciting and you loved it. Please trust me when I say the deeper you go into it the better and more exciting it will become. I believe you should experience everything gay to the fullest. Learn to be a great **, learn to ** other men, learn to take it fully up your **, and enjoy every second of it. Remember you plan to be a prostitute and sell ** to other men, I think it a great goal. Yes, your first time on the streets, just watch, be seen and learn. If Mistress doesn't like it and chooses to leave you, so be it. there is another mistress or master out there waiting for you that will cost you a lot less and control you a lot better. I do not see how your daughters will not find out, when they do, be as honest as possible, after all Mistress has not given you ** for a long time and you did not want to cheat with another woman, so you tried ** with men and found you liked it. I will be looking for your comments after you go to the club tomorrow. I am sure all will be positive. Kisses. George
Hi Shelly, I just read your messages. I have some an early date this evening so I will comment more later this evening. Kisses. George
Mistress met her sister and mum for pre holiday briefing today am at the club tomorrow Mistress wants 200 but not happy to say she is allowing me ** **. I think Mistress does not really care if I engage in ** ** but does not want to be seen to promote it, all Mistress is interested In your is getting money in her account she is a ** for cash and that is why I am confident she will soon sell my ** hole x
Yes George if mistress want except me ** men at the club I am going to not pay her she is not worth the money. She looks hot dressed up and does excite me paying her as she is party to this ** and I see her as my **. But if she does not get behind me I will slow payment and go clubs behind her back as she will be soon doing. She George I will never ** another women and only now go with men I think Mistress does see me as gay now but I hope she does not put me to my girls when she get nasty. She is meeting her sister today she kept the red nail varnish on since she dressed up for me that night. Mistress said she would join me at the club as long as I payed for her teeth and want to see where I go she said she will dress ** in stockings suspenders and heels but classy not a ** like Shelly. I have said to Mistress I wanted her to do my makeup Friday and me street walk she this this is risky I see no harm just walking and see what happens. Mistress said she needs the £200 pounds paying in Wednesday for when I go the club she allows me to ** men off. She was surprised when I said i used commons George this got me hard in my chastity as would love **. I told mistress if I go the club Wednesday I wanted to be having ** ** or I would not go. mistress said she is not happy about this but it is up to me if I go. I want to be made go and ** George why go a gay club as a ** and not ** me and Mistress don’t ** anyway. I need to be patient with my goddess as she has been good to me so best pay her anyway
Hi Shelly. If Mistress does not want to join you ate the club, there is nothing you can do about it. No matter what she does or sez, be true and honest with yourself and her. If she has affairs and does not tell you, so be it. If she plans to leave you, you must start thinking about a future partner and slow down paying her. you do need a Master or Mistress to help direct you. Mistress should consider you as gay, you are. I do not want you to ever ** another woman, ever. You and your body belongs to men and should be shared with as many as possible. Enjoy Wednesday. If you do go out as a ** this weekend, I think you should just spend some time walking the streets, watch what happens with others and learn, depending on who approaches you, take it from there. Good Luck. George